I will Belong to It by Arjun Dangle

 

 




ARJUN DANGLE

 

Arjun Dangle, born in Mumbai in 1945, is an important name in the politics and literature of Maharashtra. A founder member of the militant Dalit youth organization, the Dalit Panthers, he has also been the president of the State Unit of the Bharatiya Republican Party of India. Dangle’s poetry, essays and short stories, published to critical acclaim, have been translated into several Indian and foreign languages. He has not only contributed himself to the Dalit literary movement but guided aspiring authors of generation after generation. He not only dreamt of social equity on the lines of one enshrined in the Constitution, but as a political activist participated in many agitations and led the masses for achieving goal through political means. His contribution to Marathi literature, social reform movements, and fine understanding of Maharashtra's socio - political ethos needs to be recognized by the society.

Defiance and protest was the hallmark of Dalit literary movement. Dangle has been one of the prominent authors who spearheaded this defiance and protest through his "Dalit Vidroh" a collection of works which decisively defied the old myths prevailing then in the mainstream literature. He established new norms, ideals and icons through his writings. As a poet, he not only won acclaim from the literary world but he was also accorded recognition from the Government of Maharashtra by honoring him the Rajya Puraskar to his "Chhavni Halte Ahe". Suppressed and oppressed voice of Dalits was given very subtle expression in his "Bandhavarchi Manasa". The real world of Dalits was picturised in this poetry and short stories which went on to become iconic legends in Dalit literature.

 

I will Belong to It

That one should, at masturbating age,

Sit twisting rope instead

And at the age of eternal gazing

Upon a moonlike face

Wander the town wearing down soles

At playing-with-grandchildren age

Let disease play upon one’s self.

Is this my life?

There, outside the village,

It is my blood that rots

Here in this lean-to I

Am the city edition of that same blood.

To whom can I tell this?

To the soil here?

The soil which has not allowed

The footprint of my existence

To make its mark upon her yet?

To the sun and moon here

Who wrench away the rays that fall upon my home?

To whom…to whom. shall I tell?

In the land of fifty eight crores

This is how I must continue to live,

Who will listen to whose agony

In this density of people?

I want a life

That has the vital sap

I want a soil

That, smeared on the brow,

Will bring tears to the eyes

I want a sun and a moon

Who will with their rays lasso me to them and caress

I don’t want mere crowds, mere land

I want for it a name whose meaning

May engrave itself on my heart,

And gently blow upon my endless pain.

It will belong to me and I belong to it.

 

Translated by Shanta Gokhale

 

The poem ‘I will belong to it’ is a part of anthology Poisoned Bread  edited by Arjun Dangle which is a repository of the ‘Marathi Dalit experience. It was published in 1992. ‘Poisoned Bread’ was the first anthology of Dalit Literature. Dalits were meted out with inhuman treatment in the form social-exclusion, oppression, humiliation, and deprivation. Dalit literature first appeared on the literary scene of India in the Marathi language and then found its way in other languages. The revolutionary social movement launched by their leader, Dr Ambedkar, was paralleled by a wave of writing that exploded in poetry, prose, fiction and autobiography of a raw vigour, maturity, depth and richness of content and shocking in its exposition of the bitterness of their experiences. One is jolted too, by the quality of writing of a group denied access for long ages to any literary tradition.

The poem ‘I will belong to It’ is one such work which is outcry of a dalit towards the injustices practiced upon the people whom society deemed and categorized as untouchable. The poem is written in first person narration and traces the poet’s whole life along the lines of the space that had been confined to by the society.  It expresses  the  epileptic  and  diseased  condition  of  the  society  and  country.  The poet talks about the discrimination he has to face on the name of caste. He says that he is wandering aimlessly in the town ‘at masturbating age’ And at the age of eternal gazing, Upon a moonlike face’. . Being a dalit he has realized the hardships of life and the differences created by society. He asks to whom he can share his pain and agony; to whom-the soil, the sun, the moon or to the people with whom he does not feel any connection or belongingness. The poet  throws  light  on unheard  condition  of  the  Dalit;  no-belongingness,  aggressive  mood  for  the  social  exclusion,  the sense  of  nonbeing,  indignant  unsocietal  persona  standing  to  face  challenges  to  the  politics  of survival with perseverance, “To whom... to whom...shall I tell? In this land of fifty-eight crores, This is how I must continue to live. Here he attacks on civil societies, organization and institution, “Who will listen to whose agony. In this destiny of people? I want a life, that has a vital sap. I want a soil That, smeared on the brow, Will bring tears to the eyes”. He wants a name, an identity, a life world made of his expectation and attempt, whose meaning may engrave itself upon my heart,  and gently blow my endless pain. He says that he wants a place where he can feel belong to and someone who gently blow my endless pain, the last line of the poem again expresses his deep desire to have something of his own, something which he can rightfully claim,   It will belong to me and I belong to it. The title of the poem shows his deep desire of belonging. It tells many of the aspects and the depth of dalits sufferings, humiliation, and the purposefully so called upper class people creates hurdles in their way to progress.

Dalit Literature is showing the true face of Indian Society. Equality is there on paper for the name sake and even today in many corners of India dalits are living the life of slave. Dalit Literature is full of suffering, trouble, torture and humiliation. The literature created by Arjun Dangle focuses on the social, political and economical status of dalits- yesterday and today. His writing is based on their experience and the observation of the society. A kind of experience Dalit gets; and their experiences are the source of their writing. He has gone through unexpected and unwanted experiences and he feels upcoming generation should not be the victim of the system. All his efforts of writing are bringing a positive change in Indian Society. Dangle has a great hope that a day will come and caste will be vanished from the Indian Society.  Dangle has reached to the world through his literature. His literature made him great literary man. He became uncommon from the common and known from the unknown. He is one of the greatest literary-men’s in the history of Indian Literature.

Sources:

https://mayday.leftword.com/author/post/arjun-dangle

 https://en.everybodywiki.com/Arjun_Dangle  

The Poetics of Societal Hypoxia Prof. (Dr) Supriya Agarwalal

The Subaltern Expressions In Dalit Literature: A Study Of Arjun Dangle’s Poisoned Bread -Poorwa R. Naik

 

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